Confused

I am tired, I am confused, and I am hurt. I have fallen for my best friend. Yes, I know, sounds like something from a movie. But every time I do something for him, even the smallest thing, he turns aroudn and gives the retaliation to some one else. This hurts alot. I take care of him in every way, every form, whatever he needs. But either he does not care or he does not see.
I keep telling myself that I don't care and I try not to but it just hurts my feelings because he knows how much I care and he knows that I would give him the world if I could wrap my arms around it.
I also recently had to decide wether or not to drop out of school or not and it was one of the hardest decisions I have had to make because I can't really afford to school but I decided that I like school way to much to leave, I can't stop now. Not while I enjoy it. I will find a way to pay for it.
Anyway