It all happens for a reason

So my Christmas plans got changed dramatically this year, I was supposed to go to Oregon to spend the weekend with my mom and all three of my sisters. Instead, due to the snowstorm, I went back to Gunnison and spent the weekend with my Dad and step mom.
It was probably one of the best times I have had with my Dad in years. I could not tell you the last time I spent an entire day in their house and I spent two days with them. Not only that but I spent two evenings with my step moms family. Spending time with them is usually pretty tense and there is a lot of bickering. But this weekend there was no fighting, just fun and laughter.
I also had a chance to sit and talk to my dad about my grandpa passing away and we had the chance to spend the afternoon with each other, even made cookies together.
I think that this weekend was supposed to be like this because it gave me the chance to get back with my Dad. I was very glad to be there and to get MY DAD back.

Confused

I am tired, I am confused, and I am hurt. I have fallen for my best friend. Yes, I know, sounds like something from a movie. But every time I do something for him, even the smallest thing, he turns aroudn and gives the retaliation to some one else. This hurts alot. I take care of him in every way, every form, whatever he needs. But either he does not care or he does not see.
I keep telling myself that I don't care and I try not to but it just hurts my feelings because he knows how much I care and he knows that I would give him the world if I could wrap my arms around it.
I also recently had to decide wether or not to drop out of school or not and it was one of the hardest decisions I have had to make because I can't really afford to school but I decided that I like school way to much to leave, I can't stop now. Not while I enjoy it. I will find a way to pay for it.
Anyway